Brenda's beginning blog

About a year ago, I was in a lot of transition. I really didn't know where I was going or what I wanted to do, I had some ideas floating around inside of me, but no real direction. My life had taken a big turn and I had an opportunity to make many more choices than I was used to making.

With the assistance of my dear sister Beth, I sat down one day and wrote, using tools I had gained from trainings through church, (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints), and life coaching, (Kim Smart), and group experiential trainings, (Great Life) and (The Experience Training). I also tapped into my core self and let myself speak to me. Here is what came out then, and today I am updating it because some of my desires have changed. That is the beauty of life, it changes as we grow and learn lessons that are always there for us to learn. I am never complete.

February 2009

I daily read or rehearse my Contract and Creation Statement.

I clear my chakras morning and night through quiet meditation and movement (in the form of Yoga and or exercise.)

I pray morning and night and through the day for discernment and communication with myself and God regarding my tasks of the day.

I am present in my tasks.

I am honest in my actions and words.

I am sensitive to spirits of others and their needs.

I speak truth lovingly and know some truths are for me only.

I know the difference.

I know when to speak up and when to be still.

I use what God has given me to use and allow excess to be for others, in time, talent, substance.

I am able to pay my bills.

I live comfortably.

I am in a loving connected, open and honest relationship.

I keep confidences.

I allow others their agency and choice free of judgment.

I ask permission to get into others lives.

I speak only about matters that uplift or cause forward movement.

I am accountable

I have a job that provides me with income to live on this earth and have freedom to do my life purpose.

I have time to pursue and create new interests.

Currently these interests are building a network and community for those on their path to improving their life.

I consciously teach my children

Especially Eryn about truths and joyful ways to live.

I spend time with Eryn on school work and spiritual education.

I read to Eryn and listen to her read.

I give Eryn opportunities to develop her talents

I notice what gives her joy and direct her along the way.

I have a deadline for taking a job.

A job will come my way this week that meets the above requirements.

I stay in my home in South Jordan for now with financial ease.

Clients come to me for healing.

I tap into ways to connect with those who desire what I have.

I am guided and directed each day.

Eryn's direction and upbringing is a priority.

I eat healthy food and am worthy of its provision.

I have claim on the earth and heaven for provision of my sustenance and family's sustenance.

My relationship with Mark moves forward in a loving connected way.

I tie up loose ends and complete my tasks with Love Healthcare.

I have joyful loving memories of time there.

I continue relationships with those of like minds and hearts who assist me and me them in any way.

I clear my space of old energy that doesn't serve me.

I have an open clean space to work in.

My home is open and clean and full of light.

I radiate light and peace.

I feel love from others and give love daily.

Daily I notice with gratitude blessings.

My mind is clear and I clear my surroundings.

Desert Sage Healing Arts flourishes and reaches many who are searching and provides connections

I teach others to love themselves

I love myself

I heal by teaching others to love themselves.